Thursday, January 15, 2009

Another stab at integration...

It's so easy to set up dichotomies, and I fall into it without realizing. Even when I think I'm deliberately creating a way out, usually I'm just forking another path, creating another pair. This or That. Yes or No. Right or Wrong.

It's not choosing. It's letting go of the choice and choosing it all, gathering all the broken pieces into my heart and watching the kaleidoscope form. And re-form. And transform. And all the sharp edges meet and hold each other, spinning and twisting their eternal pictures and stories, and there's no bleeding, just beauty.

I choose it all. Even when I can't contain it, I still choose it. Maybe especially then. I can only choose to sacrifice my meagerness and dichotomies, deconstruct instead and recognize that I'm only a momentary wave on this ocean. Even when it hurts.

For every thing there is a season
And a time for every purpose under heaven...

4 comments:

Ophelia Dreaming said...

Yes. Thank you.

Jim said...

Are dichotomies not transformational, like the defining edges between yin and yang, integral to the evolutionary design of life, where DNA incessantly experiments with re-combinations of its switching mechanisms to come up with abundant diversity to ensure the success and sustainabilty of the whole?

The only constant is change, which can't be contained, and I am here as part of that, dutifully slapping my little ripples against the rigid shores of today as evolution uses me, and the rest of creation, to fabricate tomorrow.

We are all integrated into the whole, where blackness once prevailed, where dinosaurs once roamed, where machines now consume grains while people starve.

The dichotomies I see are not threats to the whole, only to certain ways of living, and the species affected by it. Individual species all come and go eventually.

And, while we're here, we'll sing our songs of love and hate, of joy and sorrow, of passion and complacency, of fear, and anger.

It's all part of the whole, the yin and yang of integral change.

"For every thing there is a season
And a time for every purpose under heaven..."

ps

I can't seem to post from here from my normal log-in today???

Madcap said...

Hello again,

Resurfacing after a particularly violent respiratory 'flu. Yeesh!

I guess what I've been thinking about is that a dichotomy is "two" limiting, since it's either/or, and really the possibilities are so many. I wish my brain would open up to the bigger picture more readily, rather than defaulting to this dualistic system.

小貓咪 said...

情趣用品,情趣,色情漫畫,情色網,情色a片,情色遊戲,85cc成人片,嘟嘟成人網,成人網站,18成人,成人影片,成人交友網,成人貼圖,成人圖片區,成人圖片,成人文章,成人小說,成人光碟,微風成人區,免費成人影片,成人漫畫,成人文學,成人遊戲,成人電影,成人論壇,成人,做愛,aio,情色小說,ut聊天室,ut聊天室,豆豆聊天室,聊天室,尋夢園聊天室,080視訊聊天室,免費視訊聊天,哈啦聊天室,視訊聊天,080聊天室,080苗栗人聊天室,6k聊天室,視訊聊天室,成人聊天室,中部人聊天室,免費視訊,視訊交友,視訊美女,視訊做愛,正妹牆,美女交友,玩美女人,美女,美女寫真,美女遊戲,hi5,hilive,hi5 tv,a383,微風論壇,微風,伊莉,伊莉討論區,伊莉論壇,sogo論壇,台灣論壇,plus論壇,plus,痴漢論壇,維克斯論壇,情色論壇,性愛,性感影片,校園正妹牆,正妹,AV,AV女優,SEX,走光,a片,a片免費看,A漫